i was so foolish yesterday.
i hurt the people who cared.
gosh.

when i woke up early this morning,
thinking back, i felt foolish.

why did i do all those?
to vent my fustrations?
to prove myself to myself?

what i did was very contradicting eh?
i was also surprised that i did that lo.
didnt expect myself to do such stuff.
what a unexpected reaction of mine.

so childish ar sam.
you shocked yourself you know?

wah.that sense of guilt. i'm guilt-stricken sia.

damm

i wish there wouldnt be me to see all these. maybe if i did not have ears nor eyes, i would survive this better
but i know i am foolish
hahahas! very!