i got hit again.
''bang!''
i really dont understand this feeling.
eh, maybe i do. its just that i chose not to register the thought of knowing and totally comprehending this whole issue.
sam, you shouldnt. you know it.
you clearly know it.
oh no! have you achieved the skill of oblivion?
nope, tell me its a no please.
give up!
others i would tell you to never give up, but for this, i sincerely beg you, forget thee.
you're living in a past shadow.
walk out girl.
come on, take that step.
confusion.
actually, its simple stuff sam.
its just that stupid you.
sam, if i could slap, i will be the first in line to slap you.
making sure you've awoken, you dumb little girl.
remember, sam?? adaptation?
tell yourself, you're good at it. right?
you're gonna adapt.
do what you preech.
haha. good, come'on, smile. laugh!
sam, you're selecting what you wanna feel isit?
pushing all the stuff named 'hurtful' out of your capacity?
how much can you escape them?
you ar.. sam!!!
hate you for your sentimental quality in you.
eh!! is that damm thing a quality in you?
its a damm thing that causes you to be in 'wonder stress land'!
conclusion: that isnt good. thats bad bad naughty naughty,
wooh. how great if i could donate my heart away, get someone else's heart. at least there wouldnt be these eh.
you are not even able to face a tune?
that tune? why?
triggers memory?
why dont you use that memory for stuidies.
sam, stop being dumb. dumbie you are!
just a tune, get it?? sam, you gotto force yourself to listen to it.
i dont care if your tears might flow initially, i want you to ADAPT!
samantha poon yin lai, LISTEN UP!! that tune you used to replace thee, listen to it!
damm. you feel pain? even sam is pushing you now, pushing you to your wits. even you yourself is forcing you, you think others would give a damm to you? no!
sam, how could you have said all these to yourself?
painful and hurting right?
SAM, ITS A WAR WITH YOUR OWN HEART and BRAIN MIND SOUL.
YOU'RE BATTLING!
you're using yourself to kill yourself.
sam killing sam.
zi gong zi mie??
the chat with yilin really works, i'm so much better now. BIG thanks to yilin linlin hahas!
looking back, i bet you'll feel foolish. you know it. but you still chose to be foolish.
what a girl. sam oh sam!
''bang!''
i really dont understand this feeling.
eh, maybe i do. its just that i chose not to register the thought of knowing and totally comprehending this whole issue.
sam, you shouldnt. you know it.
you clearly know it.
oh no! have you achieved the skill of oblivion?
nope, tell me its a no please.
give up!
others i would tell you to never give up, but for this, i sincerely beg you, forget thee.
you're living in a past shadow.
walk out girl.
come on, take that step.
confusion.
actually, its simple stuff sam.
its just that stupid you.
sam, if i could slap, i will be the first in line to slap you.
making sure you've awoken, you dumb little girl.
remember, sam?? adaptation?
tell yourself, you're good at it. right?
you're gonna adapt.
do what you preech.
haha. good, come'on, smile. laugh!
sam, you're selecting what you wanna feel isit?
pushing all the stuff named 'hurtful' out of your capacity?
how much can you escape them?
you ar.. sam!!!
hate you for your sentimental quality in you.
eh!! is that damm thing a quality in you?
its a damm thing that causes you to be in 'wonder stress land'!
conclusion: that isnt good. thats bad bad naughty naughty,
wooh. how great if i could donate my heart away, get someone else's heart. at least there wouldnt be these eh.
you are not even able to face a tune?
that tune? why?
triggers memory?
why dont you use that memory for stuidies.
sam, stop being dumb. dumbie you are!
just a tune, get it?? sam, you gotto force yourself to listen to it.
i dont care if your tears might flow initially, i want you to ADAPT!
samantha poon yin lai, LISTEN UP!! that tune you used to replace thee, listen to it!
damm. you feel pain? even sam is pushing you now, pushing you to your wits. even you yourself is forcing you, you think others would give a damm to you? no!
sam, how could you have said all these to yourself?
painful and hurting right?
SAM, ITS A WAR WITH YOUR OWN HEART and BRAIN MIND SOUL.
YOU'RE BATTLING!
you're using yourself to kill yourself.
sam killing sam.
zi gong zi mie??
the chat with yilin really works, i'm so much better now. BIG thanks to yilin linlin hahas!
looking back, i bet you'll feel foolish. you know it. but you still chose to be foolish.
what a girl. sam oh sam!
posted by sam at 6:18 AM
