haish. the feeling is gone.
reallie gone.
its different, i can say.
no more that passion i use to own towards him.
in the past, his actions and words may still touch me occassionally.
but now,
his actions, words just simply disgusts me.
why?
i also do not really understand nor comprehend this.
do i still like him?
or have that fire for him ceased?
a question mark it is.
seriously, something i cant deny, which is,
the feeling is different.
no longer the same.
maybe, its true that i dont like him anymore.
or is it the trust? i no longer trust him?
are there too much uncertainties filling up within us?
thus, its really tough to remain like before, like nothing has ever occcurred before.
as compared to the past, its really a drastic variation of feelings toward him and this relationship.
its like purely friendship now.
but i think he hasnt got it.
maybe we need a long talk to sort things out.
to let him know i'm only his primary four. not the ultimate.
i really believe in being realistic for such relationahips.
too much of imagination will only hurt each other as you are just purely lying about your faith. you think it can last forever?